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The real skull November 28, 2008

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I was disturbed  after reading how musician Andre Tchaikowsky’s skull was used in the latest production of Hamlet. Perhaps more than anything it is seeing a photo of the skull as well as a photo of Andre himself on his website. And pondering the terrible process whereby one becomes the other. Remembering what lies ahead for all of us. The terrible fact, the terrible remainder of bones. And what did they do with his head as they waited for it to become just a skull? One shouldn’t ponder these things.

‘To work and yet not pay life’s price for working’: a review of Herman Hesse’s Narziss and Goldmund November 27, 2008

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Narziss and Goldmund is set in a timeless medieval Europe. It is a dreamy, episodic novel with a kind of beauty that reminds me of The Bridge of San Luis Rey. It deals with similar questions to Wilder’s novel: the deepest questions of what life is for, of what type of life we should lead.

The monk Narziss sends his student Goldmund out into the world to experience it and live it to the full because he senses in Goldmund something Narziss - a cold scholar - can never have: passionate intensity. So, for the bulk of the novel, we follow Goldmund on his life as an adventurer or a vagrant as he goes from bed to bed and house to house, this shining youth who all women fall for. He puts down no roots until he sees a beautiful carving, decides he must become a sculptor and works for a couple of years as an apprentice, carving a magnificent statue of Goldmund.

Yet his old itchy feet return; he cannot settle (the theme is similar to Alain-Fournier’s Le Grande Mealunes) and he goes travelling again. Things take a dark turn as plague descends on the country and the death around him ages him and leaves him wiser.

The pattern continues, though, until finally he is aged enough that eternal youth is no longer an option and he returns to the monastery, finally settled, but deathly ill.

There are pages of densely beautiful, insightful writing. Perhaps this extract sums up the theme better than any other:

Oh, it was high time to accomplish something, carve out some figures to leave behind him; something with longer life in it than he. Small fruit was born of all these wanderings, these years since he escaped into the world. He had saved so little from time; a few figures, carved and left in a workshop, the best of them all his Johannes - and now this unreal picture-book in his head, his fair and agonized image-world of memories. Could he ever manage to rescue some of them, setting them forth for all to see? Or would his life go on like this to the end, always with new cities, new country, new women, fresh experiences, other pictures, one piled up over the other, from which at last he would have nothing, save the restless, painful beauty in his heart? Life tricked so shamelessly. It was enough to make men laugh or weep. A man could live, letting his senses have free rein, sucking his fill at the breasts of Eve, his mother - and then, though he might revel and enjoy, there was no protection against her transience, and so, like a toadstool in the woods, he shimmered today in the fairest colours, tomorrow rotted, and fell to dust.

Or he could set up his defences against life, lock himself into a workshop, and seek to build a monument beyond time. And then life herself must be renounced; the man was nothing but her instrument : though he might serve eternity he withered, he lost his freedom, fullness, and joy of days. Such had been the fate of Master Nicholas.

And yet our days had only a meaning if both these goods could be achieved, and life herself had not been cleft by the barren division of alternatives. To work and yet not pay life’s price for working: to live yet not renounce the work of creation. Could it ever be done?

Some men could do it, perhaps. There might be husbands, and honest fathers of families in the world, whose senses had not been blunted by their fidelity. There might be industrious burghers whose hearts had not been tamed and rendered barren, by their lack of danger and its freedom. Perhaps. He had met none yet.

- pp. 237-238

I thought for a while it was a perfect novel. But the ending feels rushed. The greatest shift in Goldmund - his wearying and rootedness, the end of his youth - seems to accelerate dramatically in the last chapters. But perhaps that’s not a flaw, perhaps it’s even true to how life is sometimes.

Indeed, there is a sense of Hesse knowing he can’t show some of this transition. There is a gap as Goldmund sets out one last time at the end of the penultimate chapter and then returns at the beginning of the next. We only ever learn fragments of what finally broke him or matured him as he feverishly relates it to Narziss while dying.

A beautiful, important novel - as you will either think or not from the extract.

Always it was as though something would happen November 13, 2008

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Oh, it was all hard to understand, and all sad, although it was so beautiful. Nobody really knew anything. People lived; they went here and there about the earth and rode through forests; so much seemed to challenge or to promise and so many sights to stir our longing : an evening star, a blue harebell, a lake half-covered in green reeds, the eyes of beasts and human eyes; and always it was as though something would happen, something never seen and yet sighed for, as though a veil would be pulled back off the world; till the feeling passed, and there had been nothing. The riddle was still unsolved, the hidden magic unrevealed, so that, in the end, people grew old and looked comic…

- Herman Hesse Narziss and Goldmund, pp. 71-72.

One of the greatest pleasures of reading is to find described an experience I previously thought private or indescribable. And here Hesse does it. What he describes is the feeling that objects of beauty or enchantment are about to open the door to something else, to some revelation.

I’m reading Hesse because my brother (who is so highly selective one might say) told me I had to, and thrust this coverless copy of Narziss and Goldmund in my hands. I’m so glad I’m persisting; Hesse is an insightful, precise writer, at once innocent and yet deeply wise.

Neglected Books November 4, 2008

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A blog I’ve started following is the superb Neglected Books. Its tagline says it perfectly - ‘where forgotten books are remembered’.

I find forgotten books so poignant. My wife thinks it’s because of my own fear of being forgotten. Maybe she’s right. But it’s so sad to see books which authors have poured their soul into lie unread and unloved in library stacks or dusty book exchanges, and even then only the sentimental kind that don’t throw out books which haven’t sold in a year.

A book seems such a declaration of hope, a pleading to be remembered. At the time of its publication, it is the newest thing; as far as it - the object, the text, the cover, the advertisements for other books in the back - are concerned, nothing has come after it. And this is how old books have a poignancy for me - as a snapshot of their date of publication, as an object that has come down through those years and into my hands.

I hate the way authors are so quickly forgotten in the cult of the new. One of my favourite writers, John Christopher, wrote on a discussion board how when you’re not in, you’re not in. His last novel, published at age 81 in 2003, sold badly. Where are all the people who grew up on his brilliant books? Why are they neglecting him now?

We can only remember so many, I guess. But I’ll keep devoting time to remembering some, at least. I want to discover the hidden treasures of neglected authors, and the Forgotten Books blog is an ally. (There is nothing quite like the smug aloneness of loving an author no-one else knows about. You become the author’s champion and friend.)

Walter M. Miller shot himself October 29, 2008

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Walter M. Miller’s A Canticle for Lebowitz is one of my favourite novels. A strange and beautiful work, it spans centuries in telling of an order of monks in a post-apocalypse world who keep knowledge alive - in a way - by tediously copying the blueprints and shopping list of Saint Lebowitz, an engineer from before the nuclear war.

All his life it was the only novel he published; but then in 1997, soon after he died, a sequel appeared - Saint Lebowitz and the wild horse woman.  I don’t know why I failed to read it; I think someone I respected told me it would spoil the brilliance of the first in my mind. But I am going to read it now. How can I not?

I looked him up for some reason yesterday and found this interesting article by Terry Bisson - http://www.sff.net/people/tbisson/miller.html, who finished the novel for Walter Miller after he shot himself.

I was shocked by what I read about Miller in Bisson’s article. From Canticle and its gentle Catholicism, I imagined Miller to be a wise and peaceful religious man. Instead, Bisson paints a picture of a reclusive grump. What did Auden say? Something like, ‘Master of nuance and scruple / Forgive us writers whose words are in better taste than our lives’.

Thomas Hardy - Far from the madding crowd October 28, 2008

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I have started a tradition I have kept up for two whole years of reading one Thomas Hardy novel a year. This year it was Far from the madding crowd, an early novel serialised then published in 1874.

Set in Hardy’s beloved Wessex, Bathsheba Everdene is pursued by three men. Gabriel Oak is a good hearted farmer who loses his farm and any chance of marrying her and becomes a shepherd on her farm.  Farmer Boldwood is a boring bachelor in his forties whose heart is brought to life by a Valentine Bathsheba sends as a joke. From thereon, she feels an obligation to him and it is tragic to see the trouble wrought by one careless action. Sergeant Troy is a dashing soldier who flatters and controls Bathsheba and makes her fall in love for the first time in her life.

It was the savage tragedy of Tess of the D’Ubervilles, The Mayor of Casterbridge and Jude the Obscure which drew me to Hardy. He writes tragedy better than anyone else I have read. Madding Crowd is a minor tragedy, diluted with pastoral comedy. The comic aspects are interesting mainly from a cultural perspective, the exchanges of the farm workers in the pub on religion and life giving a picture of everyday nineteenth century life through Hardy’s eyes. But the mix is an uneasy one and left me dissatisfied.

The depth of feeling of those favourite works of mine is not there. Hardy doesn’t seem to care or know these characters as well as those in his later works.

Yet it deserves its reputation as an important novel. Bathsheba is a fascinating, nuanced character, especially for a woman character in the nineteenth century. She is not typecast as either pure or evil, but instead as a complex human being with contradictory drives between desire and obligation.

A street called wall October 24, 2008

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My wife Nicole has entered the ABC National Poetry Slam Competition. It’s an excellent political poem called ‘A street called wall’. You can view it online here: http://contribute.abc.net.au/kickapps/_A-street-called-wall/video/372060/32422.html .

I like the interweaving of so many texts in the poem - nursery rhymes, Lewis Carroll, the Beatles, Don McLean, advertisements. For me it captures the milieu of the moment. And I’m in admiration of her rhyme and rhythm.

But I’m biased; judge for yourself.

Don’t be like Donna Tartt October 23, 2008

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In 2004 when my first novel was published, a librarian I worked with said, “Just don’t be like Donna Tartt who took ten years to write her second.”

Donna Tartt, the New York author, who debuted with the brilliant The Secret History in 1992 and didn’t publish The Little Friend until 2002.

I might have laughed at the time, but this has been a fear which has animated me ever since. The fear that I could become one of those writers who just did not follow through.

Fear is a terrible motivation for a writer. And a little fame is a terrible thing too. It’s so easy to become sidetracked from the noble reasons to write and covet the spotlight, the spotlight which shifts away so suddenly. (I had attention for about fifteen months after The Fur, and then very little.)

So that is some of the backstory for the six years I’ve wrestled with my second novel. (I started in 2002 before The Fur was published.) House of Zealots has gone on and on and on through nine rewrites. (My poor long suffering wife.)

But this week I sent it off. It’s highly possible it will come back again, but for the moment, it’s in the publisher’s court. And despite all the sidetracks and times of wrong motivation and stress about not getting enough time to write, I think it’s finally come out okay. I’m just embarrassed I was showing people the first draft four years ago, when it wasn’t okay. :(

Gen Y literary blog, Angela Myers October 21, 2008

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A new blog I’m following is Literary Minded, Angela Myers’ excellent blog of all things literary from an Australian perspective at http://blogs.crikey.com.au/literaryminded/. I’m overwhelmed by her energy and prolificy, and feel appropriately old and tired. She’s keeping up with everything!

She describes herself as a Gen Y writer and I realise I’m not sure I can call myself this. Not that it wouldn’t be good to be the voice of a generation (until Gen Z comes along and you’re yesterday’s news). But that I feel a perpetual outsider status to be necessary to my sense of self. I guess I’m disloyal to my generation. There’s a lot I don’t like about it.  (But I don’t think it’s as bad or as monolothic as commercial media makes out, either.) Maybe I need to find more of a sense of generation as part of my identity.

(Part of the problem is that I’m on the cusp of Gen Y and Gen X and so I don’t belong in either. )

Forgive them for they do not know what literary fiction is October 21, 2008

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A common question people ask when I tell them I write novels is, ‘What genre?’. Okay, so maybe they don’t use the word genre, but that’s often the gist of the second question. (Sometimes people ask what a novel is, but not every time, or even half the time. But way too many times.)

I usually tell them ‘literary fiction’, but I’m beginning to think that hardly anyone knows what I mean. ‘Like fantasy?’ someone said today.

I don’t mind calling literary fiction a genre. When I was a science fiction nut at sixteen and seventeen, I remember reading an impassioned article in Aurealis, perhaps by Van Ikin, about how literary fiction is just as generic as science fiction. The literary stories he analysed had a number of common features - a journey, introspection, the suggestion of illicit sex and some other things I can’t remember. Maybe not true of everything published as ‘literary fiction’, but the argument has validity.

What I can’t do is explain easily to people what literary fiction is without sounding elitist.

‘It’s a type of fiction which pushes boundaries… it could be about anything… but it explores the experience and meaning of life… often… sometimes… it’s read by highbrow people with English degrees… or just people with better taste… oh dear, I didn’t actually mean that…’

Because let’s face it, us literary fiction readers do look down on the rest of you. At least a little. Sorry.

Anyway, I feel this gulf between me and people who have no clue what literary fiction is. I guess it’s the problem everyone faces who has gone deeper into their field. I mean, I’m not going to appreciate the finer points of distinction between different types of motorbike racing or knitting, am I?